Sr. Michelle Langlois, FCJ: From suffering to new life

On August 16, 2025, I made Perpetual Vows with the Faithful Companions of Jesus (FCJs), an international congregation of women religious, at St. Mary’s Cathedral in Calgary. It was, for me, a day of great joy and the culmination of a journey of many years. I was reminded that St. Mary’s was my first parish when I moved to Calgary in 2001, and I was also struck by the fact that the FCJ Sisters have been part of this same parish for 140 years, when they came to the region to found the first Catholic schools in 1885.

I was never someone who always knew she would be a Religious Sister. I was 37 years old when I first heard the call to religious life. Up until that time, I had been working as a teacher and living a very pleasant existence in Calgary, Canada.  I was aware that something was missing from my life, although I wouldn’t have been able to put my finger on exactly what that missing element might be. “Church” and “God” were both parts of my life, but certainly not my highest priorities.

I then entered a particularly difficult time in my life, dealing with the sickness and death of a loved one.  It was in that space that I had a profoundly personal experience of Jesus, an experience that could not be ignored or forgotten, and it spurred me over the coming weeks and months to want to know God more deeply. As St. Augustine wrote, “You touched me, and I am set on fire to attain the peace which is yours.” 

My journey eventually led me to meet the Sisters Faithful Companions of Jesus. The FCJ charism of accompanying people in the experience of their contemporary crosses takes its roots from the witness of the women, like Mary of Magdala, who journeyed with Jesus during his ministry, stayed with him at the foot of the cross, and then went on to spread his message of the joy and hope of the resurrection. For me, this charism mirrored my own extraordinary experience of Jesus entering with me into my suffering to lead me to new life. So, over the next several years, I took the plunge, entering into the formal stages of religious life. 

During my first thirteen years with the Sisters, I spent time in FCJ communities in Canada, England, France, Spain, the Philippines, and the United States. As I lived in community with the Sisters and integrated Ignatian Spirituality increasingly into my daily life, my relationship with Jesus grew. My work as an FCJ over the years would allow me opportunities to meet and work with individuals in hospices, care homes, schools, churches, prisons, soup kitchens, retreat centres, and many other places. I had the privilege to learn from people of all kinds of ethnicities, religious beliefs and socioeconomic backgrounds. Eventually, I recognized the benefits of updating my theology for the purposes of ministry, and so I asked for permission to do further studies. I am currently finishing a Masters of Theological Studies at Boston College.
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Today, as a perpetually professed Sister, I recognize that my formation as a faithful companion will continue all of my life. My life is different in many ways from the one I was living when I first heard God calling me to religious life in 2011.  I no longer dismiss thoughts of God to Sunday church services but strive to be aware of the sacred in the ordinary existence that is my day. My journey as a Sister continues to raise my awareness of the deep need we all have for connection with God, with each other, and with all of Creation. Also, I now wear the FCJ Cross, a sign to me and to all that I meet, that God walks with us no matter where we go, as the most faithful companion of all.

Written by Sr. Michelle Langlois, FCJ for Faithfully. Photos courtesy of FCJ Sisters.